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wanna leave me a note? holla if you hear me! pop some popcorn, it's movie time the royal tenenbaums ghost world lost in translation e.t. donnie darko cds glued in my cd player the shins::chutes too narrow grandaddy::sumday outkast::speakerboxxx/ the love below blondie::parallel lines iggy & the stooges::raw power let's cozy up with a good book 32 stories secret history pride & prejudice sputnik sweetheart same difference & other stories bored with my shit? check out these sites aloha counting crows dc4c delia's m. doughty hello kitty kempa kith kubbes matador modest mouse polyvinyl radiohead rainer maria red hot chili peppers sigur ros sloan small stories stinkweeds =w= webmonkey read all about it! witch-baby stomper4x4 jrjunebug fanmail j-ku crzyjessie |
I'd Love to Love You Lover... 2005-10-01::5:35 p.m. I love how I update when there are probably 997 other things I should be doing at this very moment. Like my structures homework, like my site and floor plans- I just can't bring myself to start any of it though. I have been sooooo unproductive this weekend. Well, I did get a haricut, but that is all. I should have known on Thursday that this weekend would be a waste, seeing as it began with me getting trashed. I'm really not a drinker, but Thursday night, after classes, I went out with some friends, and my current crush, and partied it up. I think a good time was had by all- I had fun, my girls had fun- however, I think I may have scared "the crush" off for good. I did get a little handsy, and I did tell him that he was the hottest boy I knew, to which he laughed and said, "yeah, right." I thought things were going well, but I haven't heard/seen him since, and usually he is around. Maybe he is being just as lazy and unproductive as I. As much as I love crushes, I hate them. They make me so sick sometimes. Thinking about this boy has become a full-time job. I try to keep busy, and keep my mind on other things, but I am failing miserably. Part of me just wants to know, now, what is up- but, as with all other crushes to date, I know the real answer in my heart, and I am not ready to accept it yet. |
