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wanna leave me a note? holla if you hear me! pop some popcorn, it's movie time the royal tenenbaums ghost world lost in translation e.t. donnie darko cds glued in my cd player the shins::chutes too narrow grandaddy::sumday outkast::speakerboxxx/ the love below blondie::parallel lines iggy & the stooges::raw power let's cozy up with a good book 32 stories secret history pride & prejudice sputnik sweetheart same difference & other stories bored with my shit? check out these sites aloha counting crows dc4c delia's m. doughty hello kitty kempa kith kubbes matador modest mouse polyvinyl radiohead rainer maria red hot chili peppers sigur ros sloan small stories stinkweeds =w= webmonkey read all about it! witch-baby stomper4x4 jrjunebug fanmail j-ku crzyjessie |
FVD is in the Hizzouse, YO!!! 2004-01-20::4:50 p.m. Wow, so I am hella pissed! I just had a lovely entry all typed out and this stupid LTU craptop I write on just erased it all- why haven't I written in 4 months? That is basically the reason- I have tried, maybe half a dozen times and every single time this happens, usually by the time it does, I have invested so much time into writing already, and I am so pissed off, that I don't feel like writing it all again. What I need to do is force myself to type my shit all out in word and then paste it in this form, but for some reason it feels funny to do it that way, it isn't as live or spontaneous or something. So, this entry is going to be shorter than the one I had intended to write and a little lack-luster because I am pissed that 20 minutes of my life was just wasted for nothing. So, here I am! An update! To what do we owe this honor? The fact that I am bored, and have time to kill before my next class. This semester has gotten off to such a slow start- in a way it is nice because last semester I had no life outside of school whatsoever. On the other hand, I have basically been on a month long vacation from work and responsibility, which means I am a complete loaf right now- I am so lazy, it is unreal. I still don't have a job, which is really awful, becuase I am so extremely broke, it hurts- I keep running up my credit cards and borrowing money wherever I can get it- it is awful. This is probably the most financially scared I have ever been. I have never been so upset with myself before over my spending- I really have a problem, and I need to get a job and get everything in check again. I resolve to work harder to find one- however, I am always coming up with excuses as to why I can't find one. It is really getting ugly. On a positive note, my hard work last semester paid off, as I earned a 4.0! Way to go 24 year old freshmanvirgindork, (FVD for short my friends, and yes, I will be 24 in two weeks- practically a hag! Practically?)! Really though, I would be lying if I said I wasn't proud of my accomplishments this semester, I really feel like I have put out some good work, and apparently the dean of the College of Architecture at LTU feels the same as he has chosen my basic design portfolio as one of the ones he'll keep to use an as example of the work done in that course. Cool, huh? I thought so, however, when I told my mother the other night she could barely tear herself away from the Madison-Park News long enough to grunt an approval at me, so maybe it isn't as impressive as I thought. Ugh, I had other things I wanted to talk about, the unfuckingbelievable cruise I went on with JAlsup's family over Christmas, my recent trip to Chicago, (God I miss it, I had a mini-cryfest on the way home because I didn't want to leave), all the hotties I have my eye on this semester, the list goes on- however, I really must be going now as I have been occupying a highly covetted table in the cafeteria for over an hour now, and should probably move my fat ass to the library where I belong, (yes, I am putting on weight, and no, I am not happy about it). Hopefully, like maybe tomorrow, I will have time to update again and write about more interesting topics. Later my friends! |
