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Waste of Space 2000-11-06::20:57:33 Do you even know what a waste of space I am? Jesus, I am the laziest motherfucker I know. It is days like this, when I look back at the whole day and realize that I have not accomplished anything, that I could really kill myself. I really don't know what is wrong with me. I have no motivation to do anything anymore. It takes so much to just get me in the shower before 2pm. I am in such a horrible slump right now. I need to get back on track, but I don't even know how. Ugh. Coupled with this horrible laziness is an intense amount of procrastination. Like, right now I have a mound of homework to finish for German tomorrow and I have not even started it. Why do I do this to myself? I am going to be up until like 2am finishing it. But if I just would have started it at 3 like I wanted to, I would be done now. I really hate this about myself. It is the cause of much of my grief these days. I always put things off until the very last possible second. And then I just end up paying for it the next day. It is such a downward spiral. Enough of this now. I am going to wrap this up right here so I can get started on my horrible German homework which I don't even want to look at. God will I be glad when this semester is over- No More German! It is not that I don't like the lannguage, but I am just so horrible at learning it. It is by far my most challenging class. I dread it, and I practically have panic attacks when I have to speak aloud in class. No class should cause me this much grief, but it does. So, I guess I should quit whining and finish this up so I can start my homework and try to alleviate some of this stress. |
